haiss wat am i gonna do and say .. i realli got no commments !!! wat is say is unsay it is the some for wat is done cannot be undone le.. sometimes i realli hate myself alot alot alot alot do u noe tt u choose to think tt way de.. is my friends realli tt important to mie then yoo .. it hurts it realli hurts alot alot .. i noe i am not tt gd too is it realli tt hard to understand me ... i realli don noe i don even understand myself well how can i expect others to understand me.. do u realli noe gals u noe how they think ... they don tell yoo secret or how they think is not because they don lk u or treat u lk nobody else le .... i am a human beings too u feel say me too i feel sad too and i feel real sad i wanna cried but i cannot it is hard i force myself to do something i can"t do... is it for yoo??? i also don noe... can i don love yoo???? i told myself many many time .. i have tried to give up b4 but inthe end i choose not to .. every morning when u are veri quite tt time do u noe how i feel .. i try to make u happi and laugh .... but i can"t even if u smile also is lk force wan ... i noe tt u are veri tried cause this yr is yr o level and u are under alot of stress ... and i noe tt... i don expect much from yoo ... i can understand tt u do not have much time for me ... and i did not say anithing .. sometimes when u are unhappi i don noe wat happen to make u tt unhappi izzit tt u are tried,stress,sad or even because of wat i have done .. is not i don wanna tell u but how will yoo think??? wat u expect me to do? haiss i realli donooe wat to say le....hmm lets hope tt everything will be fine kk.. linming don think too much le lah hai yo juz remember both all veri important to mie kk !!! bleahx : Pp cheer up worx..